Lost. Thoughts become darker and emptier. I imagine so many things at the same time and I remember so many details in only a moment. Details, they are my guardians from the dark and the ugly. A storm of dreams, realities make me fall from sky to earth and hurt me like a real nightmare. A tearing of a life filled with so much humanity, silence and dancing of a joyful heart. This shining star inside of my heart, becomes alive in my bright eyes and my continuous laughs. I never want to go away from this overdose of joy but reality bites me. Getting lonely in the middle of a crowd. It's not easy, being a dreamer and being in the real world.Disapp